I’m seeing the world
from my sanctuary,
the deep, cozy, high palace
and time doesn’t ever hurry.
Sun rays just gleam in
the world has hardly seen,
how my reservoir is
and how it has been.
Days go by silently
but a film lies midway,
separating me and the crowd
and it just seems to stay.
A longing inside me
wants to tear down these walls,
to leap across
and stand by all falls.
I want to be the crowd
but doesn’t that just flow?
unnoticed and indifferent
a put up monotonous show?
And I’m torn and muzzled
for I’m different you see,
but I want my voice in there
and want people to hear me.
I ponder over months
while going through it slow,
till it’s time to go there
and that’s all I know.
But I won’t flow with the crowd
instead will take it with me,
and it was just a start
that set myself free!
